.....MY LITTLE DIARY TO YOU....

    If any of you out there happen to come through my blogs and actually read them, I feel sorry for you...hehehe...cos there are times that I actually wonder how come my life is so hectic and unpredictable....not like i am the one causing it to be that way...it is like a rollercoaster...
    Before, my life wasnt this bad....but then all of the sudden, its just like one snow falling from the sky to indicate that the winter is starting and then the whole hell of snows follow on after that...yeah first was the incident with Michael, then Hamish, and now Thupten....wondering if there is anything else that would come later on?? but well I think I am at least strong enuff now to deal with the problems....
    Anyway straight to the point, I had a great and relaxing talk with Thupten today...well nothing really exciting...but at least it will help me to feel more confident to face him tomorrow....not like Ive done anything wrong....none of us....just the shitty fate....yeah for now im just gonna blame the shit fate to cause all of these problems....
   Anyway i think the herbal sleeping pill starts to take effect now...so yeah id better go and lay down...ill cya all later ok...bibibi